I'm too full !! xD - All in one =.= 

Rabu, 13 Juli 2011 - Diposting oleh Pc di 08.21
Okay guys, so, mianhae
I'm too full to write ~ xD

I ate dinner twice, and a half of big durian. I'm very full xD

I promise, tomorrow I am going to tell you what had happened today, from a joy-ness until a dissapoint-ness

Okay ?
good night ~

ppyong <3
With Love,
Pc <3


Hi-yom ~
The post above was my last night post. And today, as my promise, I will tell you my story, which called "All in One" :)

*Disappoint-ness*
So when I have arrived at my class, my friend told me that she wanted to continue her study at the same college as mine. OMG I'm so happy! I didn't need to be alone now! And the most important is I can share my room with her, isn't that great? So the cost wouldn't be so burden for us :). But at the night of the same day, she sent message said :: "Blablabla and her mother doesn't like the college, because it is not popular and way too expensive (Rp23.000.000,-). When other people ask you which college did you go, and you answer *piip*, no one knows the college". Oh seriously, I'm so disappointed! I had disappointed by one friend, now added her. Oh, I don't want to know anymore. Next time if there is someone who said she wants to go to the same college as mine, I would not be directly happy anymore. Don't break my heart again, please =.=. By the way, I didn't know where the hell did her mother got the Rp23.000.000,- info. We don't need so much money at all, alright? And the "not popular" word. Why the hell did her mother say this word? All we need is study. Not popularity, oh please! I'm so disappointed. Fine! I'll go by myself! >:'(

*Hate-ness*
Okay so, I hate my school. They didn't want to help me fax-ing my documents. Do you know what did the teacher said to me?

No, we can't. Fax-ing document is very expensive! One paper cost Rp7.000,- and how many papers of yours? You student pay for school, not school help student to pay their things.

Fine! Expensive is it? So where the hell did those money that we pay monthly gone?! Cih, I won't ask this school a help anymore!

*Joy-ness*
So, my friend said that he could help me, but I had to wait until tomorrow. Actually, I could fax it yesterday but, because of a ridiculous thing, I had to wait until tomorrow and please don't ask me what the ridiculous thing was =.=.

*Happiness*
At the night, I went to accompany my father to eat his dinner outside. It's been a time since I didn't accompanied my father. Hey, it felt so full of joy ~ After finished his dinner, my father took me and my little brother to eat durian. Oh that was the best durian I had ever ate. And I was soooo full! xD


Okay, I need to end it right here. I still need to post my story today. So, let's go to the next post ~ :D
 

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Thank you :) 

Selasa, 12 Juli 2011 - Diposting oleh Pc di 03.19
Hi-yom !

Today is the second day of my school and nothing special about it. I still managing my college things, the transaction evidence and grade report. My father had helped me to transfer, thanks dad! Love you :)

Tomorrow I am going to get my grade report and hopefully it is already done. So that I can fax it to the college. Fax. This word made a question in my mind. Why do they have to use fax? Use email is faster I think. Haha. And not too troublesome.

Firstly, I was still confusing about how to fax it. But then, my chingu is willing to help me. Oh thanks God! I knew that there is nothing impossible for You. You always know my problem and you always solve it. Oh and gomawoyo chingu-ya. Really really thank you :)

Tomorrow I am going to fax all of the things that they need. And maybe not long after that they will call me to do the interview session. My heart is beating fast whenever I think of the interview session. Uuuh, stomachache +_+

"R" oppa told me to not forget for fax-ing those things. Alright, I knew it oppa, haha. Don't worry.
And by the way, I'm attracted to his voice. His voice is kinda soft in ear and like a warmth heart person. I wonder what does he looks like xD. Oh well, his voice is different with "S" oppa's voice. "S" oppa is nice too, but it seems like not as warmth as "R" oppa's. Oh God, what had I said by the way. I'm not supposed to talk about their voice =.="

Um, one thing that I don't like about "S" oppa, he is always texting me. I gave him my phone number because I need to know the up-to-date info of the college. But seems like he took this opportunity to text me everyday. I don't really like it, but... I have to bear with it since I'm still not officially accepted by the college =.=
By the way, he asked me to become his step-sister. Oh well, being a step-sibling relation with a person that I never met before? Nah it's okay as long as it is not a boy-girlfriend relation. I don't really like it, though. But what can I do? I need to get in to that college and I don't want to give a bad impression to my sunbae.


You know what? Now, he is texting me. Okay, kinda ruining my mood =.=

That's all for today

Bye-yom ~
With Love,

Pc <3

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YES !!! 

Senin, 11 Juli 2011 - Diposting oleh Pc di 04.50
Hi-yom ~ ! xD

Yeeeey, my parents allowed me to continue my study at Jakarta, yippeeee ~ xD. Well, I decided not to tell them until I have succeeded to get my scholarship.

But because of a thing, I was forced to tell them. I didn't know that they would be so easy to give me an allowance. Well, here is the story.

"S" oppa (a senior in that college) told me that I could register through their website. Okay, so I did it. Not long afterward, the person who charge in that college called me. He is "R" oppa. Alright, damnit. My mom was there. What should I say if she asked anything? And then, I answered his call.

We talked for about 3-5 minutes, maybe. He told me that I need to pay Rp200.000,- for the register form to their account. Alright, I said I will try to pay tomorrow. And after that I need to fax my transaction evidence to them *how do I need to fax, anyway? +_+*. After that, they will send me those form that I need to register. Next, I need to fax again to them along with my grade report. Quite troublesome, huh? Haha, that's the risk for being so far away from Jakarta. After they see my grade report, I will have my interview session via phone calling. To tell you the truth, is it really this simple? I mean, if your grade report of first and second year are above 7, you can participate in the scholarship program. Above 7 only? If that so, there will be many people can get the scholarship too, right? Aigoo, confusing. And the phone calling interview? Do they really believe that you are the person who register at the first place? I mean, you can simply ask other people who is more experienced than you to help you accept the interview, right? Isn't this too simple? Aiish, mollayo. Now what I really need is the scholarship, so I won't stay at this lame hometown for my whole life. Well, I truly wish that I can get the scholarship (it is about 10% ~ 100%. If you got 100%, then you need to pay nothing until you graduate. Oh great!).

Okay so, as I have thought before, my mom would ask me "What's the matter?". So, I told them the whole story and they gave me a normal people reaction, "Are there something that is so simple?". Uuh mom and dad or mommy and daddy or father and mother, what was that mean? First, did you guys just simply don't believe those simple things or second, did you guys don't believe that your daughter can get a scholarship? Oh I prefer the first one instead of the second one.

Yeah I know right, they are way too simple and easy. Aaargh com'on man, don't make me doubt! Oh well, I still chose that college because :
1. The easy and not "too blablabla" scholarship. Above 7? Then you can participate
2. I can't find other college that's as cheap as them. Well, so far as I know, this college is more cheaper than what I have thought before
3. The living place is way too near from the college. Only 3 minutes if you walk. You can live with your friend in one room, and the cost is divided into two. Cheaper right? And the most important is they got Air Conditioner. Seriously, I can't live without my hubby, Air Conditioner. And then, they got television also, haha. But I don't think I have time to touch it
4. Gosh their location is way too strategic. It is near with many supermarket or mall. I can easily buy things that I need for some hair mask and face facial. Only 10 minutes if you go by walk :3
5. This college is same with Singapore Management University. After you graduate, you can surely get a job. 80% people can get a job right away after graduated. How about the rest 20%? Are they can't get a job? No no no. 10% of them continue to postgraduate, and the rest 10% open their own business
6. They WILL give you a job. So you don't need to search for other part-time job

Yah, aren't those great?! It is cheaper and it is pledge. Now what I need to do is do well in the interview session and try to get a high percentage :3. The most important is, I don't want to stay at my what-so-ever hometown. That doesn't mean that I hate my hometown. I just can't really sure about my future if I stayed at here for my whole life. Jinjayo =.=". And then, the college at here is way too expensive than this college, because they don't have any scholarship program. Ah one more thing. If I stayed here, then I would *automatically* live at my own house, together with my family *again*. So when can I learn to live alone, seriously?! I'm quite embarrassed because me as a girl can't do the chores properly. I can't even near a thing that called "stove". Poor, huh? =.="


Alright, so... Wish me luck! I'll start to say the college name if I have succeeded to get in later, kkk ~ ;)

Bye-yom!
With Love,
Pc <3

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Tomorrow, the school start 

Minggu, 10 Juli 2011 - Diposting oleh Pc di 04.44
Hi hi ~ :D

Oh well, tomorrow is the day. My school start tomorrow. My last year of Senior High School start tomorrow :3

What else I wanna say? Um ...
I don't have any idea. Omooo >.<

I got a problem, though. But that is my family problem and I can't share it at here. Mian .. *bow*

What then?
Should I end it?
Aiish, I really got nothing to say!
So ...

Let's end it !
Haha, I'm so sorry :3

Bye-yom !
With Love,
Pc <3

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My first goal :) 

Sabtu, 09 Juli 2011 - Diposting oleh Pc di 07.13
Aye Aye ~

Aaaaargh, again! Boyfriend made me melting! They are in black ya know? In black! Hyunseong oppa's new haircut is daebak! And as always, my Jeongmin is soooo hot! *nosebleed*.Watch this watch this !!
>///<



Okay, ignore my fan-girling, please. Gamsahamnida and jusonghamnida -__-" *bow*

BACK TO TOPIC !!

Now I'm in the last year of Senior High. That's mean ~~~ Imma gotta go to college a year after my Senior High life is ended. Aigooo how quick!

I've already decided which university do I want to go. Let's not say the name until I have achieved it, okay? :)

About my big big dream, um, I need time. I really can't decide that that is my whole life dream. Yea I know I sound like wanna give up, right? But no, please understand. Since I'm still a Senior High student, I can't really freely said I wanna become trainee, it's hard. Considering that I would be far away from my parents, no I can't. I don't think I can do it. My place is too far away from Seoul, and I don't think my parents want to move to Seoul IF I succeeded. :(

Now, what I need to do is go to that college with a lower cost. As low as I can. After I get there, I (might be) can decide what do I want to do exactly.


Okay okay? That's all for tonight. I don't really know what do I need to write actually. Hahaha

Bye aye ~
With Love,
Pc <3

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Today is my world ! xD 

Jumat, 08 Juli 2011 - Diposting oleh Pc di 05.21
Hi-yom !

Today I watched Girl's Day's new MV, called Hug Me Once. Man, that is really the best MV I have ever seen before! How unique, how creative! And ... and .. those girls are too cute >///< *I'm still normal, okay*

The MV is kinda like a game and ... Aigoo, can't describe anymore! Just watch their MV INTRO first, and you will know what I meant :p . DAEBAKKK !!! >.<


Okay, today about at 4 p.m, there was no one in my house. I'm all alone! And that was my world, my heaven! >///<

I used that gold opportunity to sing many songs. I was so happy and my stress is all gone! kkk ~~ ^^
I chose many K.Will songs. Well, his songs are very comfortable and ear-catching. Of course I also learned my audition song, Back To December. Mm, my voice got better but still need some improvement to control my vibration.

Oh yes, I said to my friend that actually I love Starship more than JYP. And I want to wait until Starship open an online audition and I want to give a try. But of course I will try to audition to JYP first. If my video was accepted by JYP, then I might be more confidence to audition for Starship.

Aah! Today, Boyfriend is really daebak with their remix performance. I'm speechless *O*. Jeongmin you are so so so so cute >///<. Mm, that was their goodbye stage and now they are preparing a new album, ;) hwaiting!



P.S.
Imma wanna learn their remix dance *O*

Bye-yom!

With Love,
Pc <3

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Why do I want to become a singer? 

Kamis, 07 Juli 2011 - Diposting oleh Pc di 07.14
Hi-yom!
Today my mood is quite good. Kkk ~ Just don't really have a high spirit. Maybe my mind is too tired.

Okay guys, so .. At first, I didn't want to become a singer because I know this choice would be very hard for me. Got no money, far away from Korea, and parents will be blabla-ing. So I just ended up by live as a normal person, study diligently, be a success person, make my parents proud and have a good, full-attention and sweet boyfriend. Kkk ~ ^^

But one day, I watched Infinite's reality shows called Days of Infinite. Omo, they did so many performances, even overseas to Singapore. The way they felt nervous, the way they concerned at each other, and the way been happy after seeing so many fans, all of those things made me feel like want to have a group and a stage! And then, you got many fans cheering for you, you can't far away from singing and dancing, and you got your lovely members together everyday, aren't those really meaningful? I really want to be like that one day :). By the way, you guys should see the show if you haven't watched yet.

This reality show really, REALLY had changed my mind for being a normal person. No, I don't want to be a normal person anymore. Life is just once for all of us. Why ended up being a normal person only? I don't afraid of those hardness, I don't afraid of those trainee life, I just know that I want my group, my song, my dance, my group, and my fans.

Okay guys, that's all about my post today. I really want to write more longer, but uuurrgh ! My younger brother wants to use this laptop and he is frowning now. Really annoying! I want to leave this house quickly! >:( *LOL*


Bye-yom ~
With Love,
Pc <3

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