My "Dear" Obstacles *Sigh*
Sabtu, 02 Juli 2011 - Diposting oleh Pc di 08.27
1. Money
Alright. Money is the main obstacle. To tell you the truth, I'm really optimistic about the audition that I'm gonna try. But what if I really chosen by the company? I have to fly to Korea and? Don't have enough money. I have been thinking about how to get a job, but since I am still in my small small hometown, I hardly get a part-time job.
Just now, I've got info about the ticket price from Jakarta to Incheon. From Jakarta to Incheon, we need at least Rp3.500.000,-. Let's say that the price goes up till Rp4.000.000,-. After that, we need to manage our visa. I didn't really understand about the sentence that I read in a website, but if I'm not wrong we need Rp2.500.000 for the visa. Untill here, the total price is Rp6.500.000,-. Oh God, how do I get this amount, seriously?!
2. Parents
"Okay Pc, you got your parents, right? Why still confused about money?". Yeah, you are not wrong. But still! My parents are one of my obstacles. *What?*. No no, don't take it wrong, I didn't mean that my parents are very bad. But, I don't have that dare to tell them, like I've said before, my parents won't agree. But I still don't know the real answer, is it really disagree? If they were really disagree, what is their reason? Is it worry? Or they just want me to concentrate on my study and work as a normal person? Please, I REALLY NEED A CHANCE TO TELL THEM. God please show me your ways and give me some dare. It's suck when I can't share a lil bit of dream with them :'(
3. Hangul
You know what is Hangul? Hangul is Korean letter. Right now, I study by myself about Hangul. Well, if you wanna know, I learn from livemocha. There is not only Hangul, you also can learn Japanese and many more! So far, it is the best website to learn any kinds of languages. Okay, back to the topic. The purpose to learn Hangul is to make my communication easier. Isn't it good of we can communicate with them with Hangul? It can increase our opportunity to get into the company (maybe)! *hahaha, yeah.. Hangul is kinda hard I should say, phew*
What again then? I thought of many obstacles before, but why it turned into 3 only? =.=" .Wait Pc, isn't it good if your obstacles are decreasing? LOL that's right. I really hope that my SECOND obstacle can disappear right away. I don't really know why but ... If my parents agreed and supported me, I would feel like : I AM IN HEAVEN! Yeah, heaven. But unfortunately, that is the hardest part :'(
When thought about this wonderful dream, I was chatting with my friend. He is the first boy who knows about my dream. Since I can't tell my parents, so I just shared with him. Kinda shy ~ Hehehe. Well, he said : "But parents always happy and proud if their child(s) is interesting with something". Yeah, something = positive thing. Really? Is that so, maybe I should gain my courage as soon as possible! Do we need to make a target or deadline? For example, within a week, I have to tell my parents. LOL. A week, seriously? *That's just for an example, Pc*. Oh, alright...
Uuuugh !
I'm really confused right now!
My friend asked : "What if your parents really disagree?". I said : "I still want to do it! No matter what, I have to achieve it!". Talking is easier than doing, I know right. Well my real answer is : If they disagree, then obstacles would be bigger 10 times. TEN TIMES!!
But, here is a quote for myself, I found it on a website (forgot the name) :: To be successful, you must LOVE and BELIEVE in what you do. You must have BELIEF in yourself. Anything is POSSIBLE with BELIEF!
It is similar with : Nothing impossible for God. Right? Believe in God, work hard and pray, and anything is possible. Oh man, I'm unconsciously advising myself. Hahaha
Oh yes! You know what? This morning, I learned a dance : Boyfriend by Boyfriend. You don't know about it? Then watch this dance practice of Boyfriend. Yep and no need any doubt. Their name is really Boyfriend, alright? *They are freaking adorable! Cuuuuute x)*. Maybe you wanna watch their Music Video too? hehehe :)
Alright, that's all for tonight.
P.S.
Actually, I haven't done learning all of the moves yet. Only about .... half of the full dance. Sigh~ Oh come on gimme time~ I can't do all of it just in one day. I'm not that superb.
Good night ;)
With Love,
Pc <3
